Even though I read the prosperity chapter today, what stands out most in my mind are the thoughts that came to me while writing my health affirmation: I am healthier than I've ever been.
As I was writing, a friend popped in my mind. This is someone I've known for close to four years, one of the first people I met when we moved to our current house who made me feel comfortable. Our conversations have always flowed. She has a big heart and a bright smile. She also possesses many qualities I admire: smart, driven, family-oriented while still rising up the ranks in her profession, health-conscious, socialable, cheerful, etc. But she's also a Scorpio, like me.
I must have done something to piss her off (pardon the foul language), because she acts different around me now. It's subtle, but being a Scorpio, I know it's real. I've missed her and know it's time to break the ice. Not only do I have reach out and initiate the two of us getting together, but while we're together, I have to ask her what I did to offend her. And of course once she says "nothing," I have to pry to get out the truth. Then I have to be ready to accept what she says, knowing her feelings are real to her. A heart-felt apology will come (I already feel sorry for whatever I did, not knowing what I did). Then, as our friendship starts to grow again, I have to be sure that both she and I are comfortable enough to raise the flag when one of us is hurting the other's feelings.
Boys are up. Gotta go. :)
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